Okay,

Read The Fault In Our Stars 2 years ago and

Watched The Fault In Our Stars yesterday, just going to give a simple review.

It was Beautiful, I cried. You just have to watch it. 

And here's my thought on TFIOS, well not on TFIOS, but after TFIOS. As you may know (i hope you don't) i often share my "loneliness" on my social media. And i did feel lonely, i do, feel lonely. Not a lot of people get that, but some of my close friends do. I keep complaining and searching and do something about it and stuff like that. But after TFIOS, right after they turned on the light, i say to myself  "I just have to wait for my Augustus Waters to come and find me" i know this is soooooo cheesy, i mean, a lot of you probably saying "so dramatic" or "yeah right" right about now. On the end of the movie Gus said something like (i don't remember the exact line but the point is..) Hazel doesn't need 100 people to love her wildly but she needs one person love her deeply. And that is all i want, One person to love me deeply. I keep thinking, do guys these days still make an effort to get a girl, on second thought, do people these days still make an effort. To get a girl, To stay in somebody's life. (This may sound very.. hm.. novely?) I want a guy who is willing to do stupid things, to ask me on a date or something, anything, not just by text. I want to bump into a guy and he does not afraid to come and say hi. Okay i need to stop, or i'm just going to fantasize here all day. Anyway, people, do something, make an effort. Not to just get a girl, but to stay in your friends's life, and anything. 

Top: Yabora (bought in on lucedale's booth on INFARE III) Skirt: Cotton On Shoes: 8huit

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Oh! and these photos taken at Lawangwangi Art and Science, Bandung, Indonesia.

Taken by: Zahwa Fatia Jasmine

I know i'm late.. sorry.

So, this week (or last week) i experienced it myself that we can't judge or grade people just by looking at them or watching them do something. If you're my Instagram followers then you may know that i visited YouTube Fans Meet & Greet last wednesday (I MET AND HUGGED KURT SCHNEIDER AND SAM TSUI) on that event i met a bunch of YouTuber. And on that day i met a youtuber that not really a smile-much person on social media such as pict or video,etc. And i also met a youtuber who smile a lot on his videos. BUT, here's the interesting part of life. The not-smile-much Youtuber is actually a super kind and nice person, instead the smile-much youtuber is (in my opinion) cocky. I was like processing it for a while and then i get it. We don't know a person until we actually meet them, talk to them. I don't know if i got the wrong impression on the cocky youtuber but, first impression does matter. 

 

T-Shirt: Giordano Skirt: Forever 21 Shoes: Prada Bag: unbrand (bought it on Malioboro Street, Yogyakarta)

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Taken by: Zahwa Fatia Jasmine

What is up guys? 

I'm going to share my thoughts about today's weather.

So, if you live here in Jakarta, Indonesia you all know that today is actually a gloomy day. From 7AM until now the clouds are grey. And i just love love love this kind of weather. It can calm me down. For an overthinker like me, a gloomy day can really calm my mind down. I just love to sit on a bench on a park enjoying the weather. Take a deep breath, smelling the weather (weirdo alert). You know that after rain smell? I found out when i was about 13th years old or something that that after rain smell called Petrichor. 

I think i should visit Netherland, i heard people say that Netherland is a gloomy country! 

Parka Jacket: H&M Crop Tank Top: Forever 21 Skirt: Cotton On Shoes: H&M

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HELLO! 

Yes i went to Taylor Swift's RED TOUR. And because i have no idea how to make you keep reading my story until the end of the show i'm just going to explain every single picture. Okay? awwwwkay. 

So the first picture (above) is actually the first picture. We arrived at the venue at 5.30 which is really really late 'cause the gate opened at 6.30 an people arrived at 10 AM, yap, it's just they were early. We went straight to the official merch booth and it was pretty empty and the last couple shirt wasn't that great as i expected so we went to this photo booth thing and there are lots of people who wanted to take picture so we had to wait and finally got the chance.

I knew that my old friend, Dinda Dinisa was going to the concert as well and i really hoped to meet her but well it was 2000 people and the chance of finding one person is really small. BUT, when i was searching for someone for me to ask about the gate i turned my head and there she was. We were like really happy and cherish the moment by taking pictures! 

YOU REALLY NEED TO SEE THE LINE. IT WAS SO LONG I TOOK SO MANY SELFIES.

I went to the bathroom  3 times. just imagine how long it was. Oh! and i met my fav artist, what a coincidence!

After 2 hours, we finally entered the venue and there were lots and lots and lots of people.

Not so long after we entered, the opening act came out and she was the winner of Cornetto Ride To Fame (if i'm not mistaken) and i can actually felt her heartbeat. Come on she performing for 2000 humans and opening for Taylor Swift's concert. If anyone can do that without being nervous, well...

YAS! ms. Swift finally came out! I was not ready, i was literally not ready to see Taylor Swift, LIVE! I Screamed "Oh My God' like 1000000 times. OH MY GOD IT WAS TAYLOR SWIFT IN FRONT OF MY FACE.

She moved to the B-stage and......... i won't say anything. I just want to say that lucky you who bought a sit right in front of Taylor's face.

"We Are Never Ever Getting Back Together" sing a long closed the inspiring show.

After i watched a show, i usually say something like "it was a great show" "it was amazing" "you guys rock!" but in this show i keep saying that this show is inspiring, because it is. I spend the whole night staring at her, smiling at her, thinking that One day i want to be just like her, i want people to come to my show and be inspired. I want to give a little light to everyone's bad day, i want to make people dream big, just like Taylor do to me. It was a great show, But the show Inspire me. Thank you Taylor :)

Anyway, See you on your next tour Tay!

Taken by: Alhamda Nurul Hanifah

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